AF was due today

And she didn't show YAY , was really worried that I would wake up and have spotting .But nothing :)
STill feeling crampy and my nipples are getting tender , really sleepy and HUNGRY , I want to eat all the time .

Gonna see my Gyno next week and he will do U/S (I will make him LOL ) and then the waiting beginns . Not sure when he wants to see me again , hopefully about 2 or 3 weeks later to check heartbeat .

Holy Crap !!!!!!

Ok I trying to stay as calm as I can but I think I'm pregnant again !!!!!!!!!!
Since yesterday I got light lines and today they are pink .
So nervous about it all

Keep going

Had U/S today , one Folli on the left side . My Doc told me to keep trying and if no luck (fat chance) start new Meds next cycle .

Gyno tomorrow

Still hoping that I get the go ahed for this cycle , I won't do it if Doc tells me the risk is to big but if he can do something to stablis my Hormones , I will go for it .
Best case would be if I shouldn't that there is none on the good side .

More Blood tests

More Bloodtests

Got my Blood results back , not sure if I should laugh or cry . My Doc thinks he found the reason why I don't get pregnant and keep having M/C if I do .
It's something called secondary Hyperparathyroidism ( got a copy of the results other wise I would never remembert the name ) meaning my Vit D levels are super super low and my Parathyroid is super high .
And malabsorption Syndrom , my body can't get the Nutirents or not enough of them out of food.
Need to see a Specialist and most likley will have a gastroscopy , he said it might be a wheat intolerantz . And higly likley the reason why I don't get pregnant .

I see the Doc on the 1th of September , not sure what's gonna happen with this Clomid cycle , if there is a chance that if I get pregnant I will lose it again , because my Body can't support the pregnancy , I don't want to try .

So where does that leave me now ? On one hand I am so happy that I might found the reason why I have trouble and on the other hand I still keep thinking , let's try this month again and see what happens .

If I wait it will be till September , 2 Cycyles , and hopefully before the year is out I will be pregnant .

TTW AGAIN

getting tiered of all of things TTC , Af is due next week and I feel so uuugh . I really thought I would have a chance this cycle but now I feel just out . And then I think maybe AF will not come and I get a BFP . Just so confused about it all

TTW Again

Nearly time for AF again , was on a break this cycle . So why do I feel the urgde to pee on a stick ?
Having cramps and I know by the weekend the witch will show .
But all I can think about is I WANT TO BE PREGNANT . The due date would be Feb again , which feels strange like I try to replace my Baby . No pregnancy could replace the one I lost , it was weeks since I thought about the M/C , maybe I'm healing .