20 Weeks today

Halfway through the Pregnancy , some part feels really happy and some part really sad that it will be over soon . And then there is the feeling * I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GONNA HAVE A BABY * I know I should be used to being pregnant by now but it still surprises me when people say Congrats or comment on my tummy .
I feel like a Imposter and any second somebody starts to scream ~ She is a fake ~
No real kicks yet , loads more strange pocking which could be gas or some round ligament pain , too scared to say that is Baby and then find out on the next U/S that soemthing is wrong .

Maybe it's cause it took so long to get here that I'm worried it could be taken away any second , if I get to confident .

So 2 days to go till I get to see my Baby again and hopefully not long till I get the proper first Kick .

U/S UPDATE
Had a U/S at 18 + weeks to meet my new Ob , sadly she/he ? wasen't there BUT still got to see my baby again . And the Doc took a genderguess looks like a Boy , coudln't tell for sure cause Baby wa smoving around so much .
People ask me if I can feel baby move and I really don't know . It scares me a little because so many Women in my DDC are talking about movment and there is nothing where I would go and say Oh yeah that was Baby . I know most first time Moms feel nothing destintiv till about 20 weeks and I am 19 weeks now . Does the worrying ever stop ?

16 Week Appiontment

Had a Midwife appointment today , first time in the new place . Got my next U/S appointment at 18 weeks , hopefully they will take a peek at the gender and then the offical Genderscan at 20 weeks . Really feel this one is a boy , my little Ben .
Heard the HB agin today ,the sweetest sound ever . And got my dates for the next Scans , the 18 week one will be on my own and at the 20 weeks one DH will come with me . So the TWW starts now .....

12 Weeks

I can not believe that I made it this far !!!!!!!!!
One more week till my next scan , this time my Husband and Niece are coming with me .
Started taking belly pics but all I look like is fat . The Baby seems to be pushing up my fat and my muffin top is HUGE .
Gotta google to see if there is a fat girl pregnancy guide out there .

10 Week Scan

I seen baby again , heartbeat was going strong and I could see the arms and legs . And then it started moving , that was it for me started crying .

8 Week Scan

messered perfect , still a little heartbeat and my Gyno is happy with how things are looking .
So now I can relax till it's time to do my next U/S in 2 weeks time

Surprise Scan at 6 Weeks

Had a appiontment in Bielefeld yesterday and got a surprise Scan and got to see the Heartbeat .
Messerured 2 days ahead as well