Scan today

and it's a GIRL
I still can't believe it , I always wanted a Boy and a Girl but thought I would have trouble conciving again . I just did'nt want to go through the treatments again , have my heartbroken if it didn't work and there was no way I could face another MC .

And then I got pregnant , don't know when and it stuck , still took the Pills but Baby was hanging in there till I started helping my Body take care of her .
She is growing and now I can feel her kick and turn in my tummy , my little Abbie Elisabeth

When I hold Ben in my arms and feel Abbie move I now I am the luckiest Women alive , after 9 years of heartbreaks , my dreams came true .

Yes 9 years , 4 years of NTNP and then 5 years of activly trying , so many HPT and OPKs , so many U/S and bloodtest
But to get where I am now , I would do it all over again !

Scan Tomorrow

Tomorrow I will find out if the Gender Guess at the 13 week U/S was right or not , I think he was right and I'm having a Girl this time .
This Pregnancy is just so diffrent , I was sick as a dog , craving sweets and my Bump is much higher than with Ben .

They must have made a packed to strech my Stomach as much as they can , Ben the bottom and Baby Girl the top LOL
Oh well as long as Baby is healthy , I'm happy

Ben had Chicken , Broccoli & Cauliflower for Lunch today and he loved it , he ate like a Big Boy :)

Shoping

I used to love shoping for Clothes , for Food , pretty much anything . BUT now that Pumpkin is growing bigger and my belly is too , I have a problem , I have no Idea where to get Clothes from .

The Internet is not much help , either the Clothes are ugly but mostly to TINY , is there a rule that only skinny people are allowed to get Pregnant ?
Well if there is I didn't get the memo

On a happy note my Baby Boy is going great , started giving him fingerfood for all his meals now and well it's going ok LOL
Not a big Fan of Fish or Potatoes (unless they are in wegde form) the first Mama made meal was thrown in the Bin
Went a lot better with Cheesy Pasta with Broccoli and Carrots

There is a Friend of mine (who I haven't met but who still is a friend ) who is pregnant but bleeding and thought that it was over . But the line went lighter and is turning darker again , I wish her a Miracle because she really deserves one .
SO if anybody is ever reading this plz wish her one too

Baby Boy is ONE Year old today !!!

I can't believe it , the last few days I was quite emotional , looking at old Picture when he was just born and now he is a year old .
No idea where this year went , it went by sooo fast , now he will be walking soon and maybe start talking ( right now it's Hiya , Mama & Daddy )
He had a great Birthday , eat his Cake and wore quite a lot of it too ;) and spend all day playing with his new toys .
Right take ur time growing up Stinky , Mama love u very very much !

10 Weeks 1 Day

Dear God I feel fat !!!!!!I looked at my Pregnancy Pictures from Stinky and I look now like I did with 13 weeks , my belly looks bloated and huge . My Face looks bloatchy and my Nails are breaking , where oh where is the glow I had last time , the thick Hair , the hard Nails ... all I get now is spots

Don't they say if it's a Girl the Mom looks ahm not that good ?

My little Stinky , sitting down for 5 Min before he was off again , I swear I never said that I can't wait till he can crawl LOL
He seems to be always on the move and bumped his head on the floor countless times , I always want to cry as well then .
Really need to get a Healthvisitor appiontment , so I can get him weight and messured . Next month I need to get a whole new wardrobe for him YAY Shopping


Pumpkin @ 8 Weeks 1 Day

So I had my U/S and Pumpkin is going great , strong HB and in the right Place , going back in 8 days . Still really nervous that Bean stoped growing but I still feel really sick , so that is a good sign I guess .

Still no U/S

I feel sick and now dizzy and have some wierd , not really cramping more like a poking on my right side . Stupid me googled it and aparently that can be a sign of ectopic pregnancy . Great now I'm even more worried

This morning when I got woken up by my Baby Boy and went into his room , he was sitting up in his bed and when he seen me he started smiling and claping his hands . It was soooo cute and my heart just melted , I am insanly in love with my Baby .

Loads of women from my old DDG ( Due Date Group ) are planning their Babys Birthdays , huge Partys with their Familys and friends . And then there is me , who would love to plan a party for her little Boy but there will be no Family and only very recent Friends . At least Gina and Alex are comming the day after , so I think I will have the big Party the day they come and a Mama, Daddy & Baby Party on his Birthday .