40 Weeks and no Baby yet

Ok so I'm over my Due Date and no sign of my little men yet . Tomorrow I'm doing to be induced , slightly worried about it , I heard the pain is more instant than gradully building up .
But I am so ready to finally meet my little Boy .
Not sure if my Birth will go like I wanted it to but one thing I learned about my Life is nothing is going acording to plan and still works out in the end .

39 Weeks

Nearly time for my little Boy to come , it could be any day now . This wait is hard with with my hormone all over the place , one minute I can't wait for Ben to be here , then I don't want the pregnancy to be over .

~I'm scared that I won't be a good mum , what if it's all wrong for me and I just find that out when he is here .
~I can't wait to be a Mum , because that's what I wanted for so long and I just want to take care of my Baby
~Will I ever have time for myself again , do things I used to do ?
~I want to see what he looks like , more like me or Steve ?
~How will I manage the daily stuff , hopefully it won't be too long till I have a routine worked out that will make us both happy .

Just a few things my freaky mind comes up with on daily bases , changing all the time , from happy & can't wait to sad & worried .
Gotta love those hormones

38 Weeks

I am getting bigger by the day or at least that's how I feel LOL . Getting dressed in the mornings is mainly finding something that coveres the Bump and the strechy part of my Trousers .

Had a Midwife check up today , all good , Ben is halfway in (meaning my pelvis , I presume ) and still a happy Bunny , moving a lot .
I'm getting a lot of backpain and low cramps , everybody keeps saying that he is coming soon . On one hand I really really want to hold him and see what he looks like but I still like being pregnant and don't want it to be over yet .

36 Weeks & 2 Days

My gorgeous little Boy , finally a Face shoot ! It started out with a side view with his hand next to his face and him moving his mouth (looked like he was talking )

Everything checked out fine , had 2 contractions within half an hour while being monitored . So either they are false labour and he is just moving down or I better get ready to meet him soon . The estimated weight now is 7.9 lbs , a big boy !

I still have over 3 weeks to go or as my Doc put it as long as my uterus can carry all that weight . Give me a little more time Baby , Mama needs to get some stuff organized and then U can come