Thinking
I read in my BG today that one of the Women I talk to for a loooong time now is really down because her SIL is pregnant and that just after she had a M/C . There is so much I want to say to make her feel better but I'm not sure that it how it would come across .
I've been there and felt the pain but now I'm here with my Baby Boy and would she think yeah she can talk , she got her Baby .
A while ago in my other BG everybody was pregnant and I thought I would be the only one left , it was horrible to feel that the one thing I wanted most was not gonna happen .
I didn't want to be insensitiv when I posted my sticks , I was just so happy and had to share and tell someone , I know they are happy for me but there is the little voice in them that says why her , why not me . I know because I had that little voice for years
Friday 25 February 2011
Thursday 24 February 2011
Feeling Pucky
I feel soooo sick , never felt this bad with Ben , mmh does that mean it's a Girl ?
Somebody in my Buddy group asked me how I think Ben will react to his new sibling and I have no Idea . I hope that he will be ok but there will be changes for him , he's gonna share Mama & Daddy , sometimes I feel kinda guilty that I didn't take contraception and waited a bit before having another one . BUT and that's a bit but this pregnancy was a total surprise and not planned , I thought that I didn't O , we didn't try and just had fun .
Do I worry about what it's gonna be like with 2 Babys , sure I do and I know it will be hard but I will love every minute of it
I feel soooo sick , never felt this bad with Ben , mmh does that mean it's a Girl ?
Somebody in my Buddy group asked me how I think Ben will react to his new sibling and I have no Idea . I hope that he will be ok but there will be changes for him , he's gonna share Mama & Daddy , sometimes I feel kinda guilty that I didn't take contraception and waited a bit before having another one . BUT and that's a bit but this pregnancy was a total surprise and not planned , I thought that I didn't O , we didn't try and just had fun .
Do I worry about what it's gonna be like with 2 Babys , sure I do and I know it will be hard but I will love every minute of it
Wednesday 23 February 2011
9 Month
Well it's been a while and Ben is a month older now and we are in Italy :)
He can crawl now , nothing and no one ( meaning the Cats ) are safe now . First he was only doing it when nobody was looking and today he got up on his hands and knees and just crawled . I am on proud Mama
He got so big and is a very clever boy , he claps and loooves his books , it seems like he is doing soemthing new everyday .
And there is something else that has happend ..... I'm pregnant again :) which is a huge surprise but a very happy one .
Well it's been a while and Ben is a month older now and we are in Italy :)
He can crawl now , nothing and no one ( meaning the Cats ) are safe now . First he was only doing it when nobody was looking and today he got up on his hands and knees and just crawled . I am on proud Mama
He got so big and is a very clever boy , he claps and loooves his books , it seems like he is doing soemthing new everyday .
And there is something else that has happend ..... I'm pregnant again :) which is a huge surprise but a very happy one .
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