Feeling Pucky

I feel soooo sick , never felt this bad with Ben , mmh does that mean it's a Girl ?
Somebody in my Buddy group asked me how I think Ben will react to his new sibling and I have no Idea . I hope that he will be ok but there will be changes for him , he's gonna share Mama & Daddy , sometimes I feel kinda guilty that I didn't take contraception and waited a bit before having another one . BUT and that's a bit but this pregnancy was a total surprise and not planned , I thought that I didn't O , we didn't try and just had fun .

Do I worry about what it's gonna be like with 2 Babys , sure I do and I know it will be hard but I will love every minute of it