23 Weeks

I can't remember life without Ben , I tried and I just can't . I some ways it feels like he's been here forever and then I think it was just yesterday that I got home from the Hospital .

Really getting in the Christmas spirit ( I know quite early ) , started my Christmas Cards and looking for presents .
Deciding on what colours do to the tree in this year (silver/white) and I can't wait to see the look on Ben's face , taking him outside and showing him snow .
This year christmas will be extra special for this Family :)