27 Weeks

The six month mark came and went and I was to busy or lazy , depending on the way u look at it , so now here we are nearly 7 month old .

Ben is trying to sit by himself now , mostly leaning on one arm to support himself and still trying to figure out how to get to the really interessting looking things that ar just out of reach . For now he is doing the airplane , arms streched out and legs kicking like crazy just not on the floor , so no crawling yet .

He loves his food , he now get's a a hole portion for lunch and his Baby cerial before Bedtime and he sleepes through the night now , a full 12 hours

23 Weeks

I can't remember life without Ben , I tried and I just can't . I some ways it feels like he's been here forever and then I think it was just yesterday that I got home from the Hospital .

Really getting in the Christmas spirit ( I know quite early ) , started my Christmas Cards and looking for presents .
Deciding on what colours do to the tree in this year (silver/white) and I can't wait to see the look on Ben's face , taking him outside and showing him snow .
This year christmas will be extra special for this Family :)

Time flys

Now my Baby Boy is 5 1/2 month old , he can roll over , push himself up on his arms and move on his back in a circle . He makes loads of diffrent noises and loves trying new foods . He sleeps through the night , from 6.30 pm to about 7 am ( maybe wakes up once and needs his dummy ) has gone up a size in nappys and is now in 6-9 month clothes .
And he is such a happy baby , laughs and smiles loads and I am head over heals in love with him :)

I still get this ' OMG I'm a Mama ' feeling like it hasn't really set in yet and sometimes I'm worried that I make mistakes but on the hole I think I'm doing good

I LOVE BEING A MAMA !!!

I love my Baby Boy but today while I was changing his poopy Nappy , I felt such a rush of Love and Happines and all I could think of was I LOVE BEING A MOMMY !

I can not think of a anything I rather be or do for the rest of my life , that doesn't mean I will be getting pregnant anytime soon LOL
Just happy with my Husband and my Boy for now :)

Had a good Day :)

Little Stinky wasn't so stinky after all today , he had a good nights sleep and even had more luck with the bottle today . Maybe it was because I waited till he was telling me that he was hungry instead of going by timing his feeds , that he had more naps or just that I was more chilled today *Shrugs*
When he woke up this morning , we had long cuddles and then a small bottle and another nap , that was the routine for the hole day , play , eat & nap .

AND he rolled over TWICE as well , my clever little Boy :)

On a bad note , got a letter today saying that I should get Ben to a check up and send the letter back signed by the Doc . Thing is that is the German Health system , paid by the German Health Insurrance and I don't have any because I have Health Insurrence over my Husband (who is in the Army ) so I go to Army Doctors and have the same check ups for Ben like I would be living in the UK .
Tried calling to find out what those people wanted me to do but nobody could tell me and just took my # to call me back ... but they never did .
So hoping tomorrow things will be sorted out FX

Happy Baby turning into crabby Baby

That's what happened the last few days , always around 4 pm , just super fussy till he get's his Bath and food . Nothing I do makes him happy , which in turn makes me feel horible .
And the last few nights Ben hasn't sleeped that well either , waking up often and wanting to feed .
Just need to have a moan on here I guess , I'm just tired and would love to have a long sleep

Yes there is !

A life after TTC that is LOL , I spend the day with my Hubby & my Baby and I was happy . I love the cuddels I get when I pick my Son up in the mornings , the smiles I get and the sloopy Babykisses
A new part of my life started and it is what I always wanted , sometimes its hard work , sometimes I'm worried about makeing mistakes and sometimes I just plain don't have a clue .
But hey that is life and I will enjoy every minute of it :)