Just found out my SIL is pregnant .
Do I need to say more ? I just thought it would be my turn next but the powers that be just really like to s***** me . IÄm wishing her all the best and a healty Pregnancy .
I just really wish it was me .

Not sure if I have a change this cycle , I think it Oed , Bd around that time , there is nothing else I could have done . If it didn't happen this month I will take a break for a Month and start taking my Temp , maybe that helps .