6 Weeks & 1 day

Had a Midwife appointment today , now I'm just waiting for a phone call to see when I gonna have my Scan . I am terrified that there will be no Baby , no HB and the test were wrong .
I don't want to lose my Baby and I know that if I do there is nothing to stop it .
Maybe that's why I don't really think about it or make plans , trying not to bond until I know it's ok , I don't want to get hurt , I don't want to feel the emtyness again .

Tomorrow my Baby Boy is 10 month old , I can't believe how fast time went by , I want to be there for him , be a good Mother . Maybe the scan can put my mind to rest